Monday, January 31

It's just what i am thinking

It's touch...
When you watching the final of the singing competition...
You can feel their strength...
That is never stop and it is keep going on till the end...

Actually....
Do anyone will think who is the one behind of you...
Pay out his or her everything...
Just to support you...
And get your understanding?

I think... Not everyone...

Hey man... Please be with her when she need you most...
You shouldn't hurt her although you doesn't mean to...
How come you can say so?
Everyone has their reason to decline something...
Why you can't just respect your girlfriend...
And think of her?

She has her pressure...
And you gave her more pressure...
Why can't you try to understand her...?
And give her some support or try to release her pressure?
You are too bad... =(

I hate your words...
That hurt her so much...
It's totally enough... Isn't the reunion dinner is so important?
Do you think about her family?
Selfish...! Dun even talk like this to her anymore...

She is on the corner of breaking mind...
Stop pushing her and hurt her with your sucks sentences...!
You doesn't know that your words hurt her much...
Till she will even remember what you said to her when she is alone...
Stop acting you are the right one...
It's a joke!

Ok... Back to my current status...
I will be stop working tomorrow...
Since she said till like i can't live without her salary...
Fine... I doesn't care about this...

Do you think I really very need this thousand bucks?
Sorry that you are wrong...
I won't continue this job although you pay back me the amount...
You know what you said...

It's so terrible...!
You said you want to continue then tomorrow come to work as usual...
If don't want then no need come anymore...
Excuse me... Should be I fired you actually...!

But the way... I'm so free now!



Tuesday, January 25

Belated posts

Seems like my blog looks death again...
Seriously, this year is quite tough to me...
First, I been selected to go to national service...
And the doctor wanted me to see the nuerologist doctor at KL hospital...
Fine... I know no one can bring me there...
So I give up to apply unfit for national service...

Second, let's talk about my work...
Clerk, a new challenge for me because I didn't work for this before...
I start feeling tired and tired everyday...
The orders are so complicated and many like a little mountain...
I very proud of myself because I still can open 60+ orders in one day...
But I'm obviously feel bored...
My arm and neck are damn pain and feel more serious than last time...
I think I didn't have a good sleep... =(

Third, something was happened...
It's quite a scary and blur case things that I ever met before...
Louisa feel that also...
And I start feeling weird and weird after that...
I doesn't know isn't I am too sensitive or what...
But I'm really worry about this and don't feel wan related with that anymore...
Hope everything will be fine as what I think...

Fourth, about me and my dear...
Feel that we really didn't meet each other more than 8 days in a month...
Because he has to be concentrate on studies and me have to work included Saturday...
It makes me more appreciate the moment that can meet him...
Because we doesn't have any extra time to meet already...
And we just can meet each other few hours in that day...
But dear, it's enough for me...
Because it's more good than never meet you right? =)

I LOVE YOU, DEAR~

Heee... =p

Lastly, CNY coming soon...
I'm very glad because I no need work at 2 of Feb...
I can out with my dear dear that day morning...
Before he going back to hometown...
Anyway... Wish all my friends Happy Chinese New Year...!
Especially Kelvin bang, the dao gei that staying at Hawaii now... =D

Saturday, January 1

Happy New Year

Yesterday went to Sunway Pyramid to countdown.
With Qii, Pamela, Huix, Kelvin and dear.
The first year I went to countdown.
It's so excited but then also a bit mad.

Anyway, yesterday was a memorable day.
So sad because I didn't take any photos with dear.
But it's enough for me. =)

1 day and 22 mins more.
I will be start working as a clerk.
A new experience I will gain and I think I can handle it well.

It's a new year.
And it's a beginning for me to study something new yet work hard.
I hope everything will be fine.
Because it's a new year. =)