原来我不知道的事，在你说出来的那一刻是多么地伤人。

原谅我的自以为是，是我不够好。

不想在你的面前流泪，连对着你说对不起，也没有勇气。

你的包容，能撑到多久。我开始害怕。

我以为只要我们在一起，不管在哪里，你也会和我一样开心。

今天，我知道了，你其实不快乐。

是我，让你失去了和朋友一起的时间。

我好想问，你是不是很辛苦。

我问不出来，因为我真的没有勇气听你说。

对不起，真的。

The reunion dinner @ 2012

Reunion dinner, there is a home made Poon Choi in my house.
It will be more fun if hubby here, but he is at Johor now.
Tomorrow is first day of Chinese New Year.
Wondering what time I should wake up actually, lol.
Anyway, a good news, I get 3 ang pau today.
Heee.
Bye.

Thursday

Back to here, again.
Watch a video, don't know cry because of touch, or else.
Sigh, forget it, I should be used to it.
Just let it become your daily activities, without me.

My mood is just swing.
If I don't expect something from you, I think I will be better.
Tears drop again and again.
So hurt, baby.

I will be okay after today.
I swear, I will.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4jfeL4uvjZ0

就像一個夢想　只能　想像 

就像兩個氣球　不容　碰撞 

說聲很有感覺　簡單　承認真實相處的感覺　

很難 一點點不安　就掛在心上 

不是愛不起　只是傷不起 只知道堅持脆弱浪漫　

不知道誰不自量 還難過　誰能忘　以為追求完美卻又經不起受傷 

既然歡樂變成負擔　只有不歡而散 

就像咖啡只能　不斷　加糖 

就像親吻不曾　預備　心酸 

只會接受相擁感動　不愿面對抱頭痛哭　

難堪 悲傷到這樣　也只能這樣 

不是愛不起　只是傷不起 只知道堅持脆弱浪漫　

不知道誰不自量 還難過　誰能忘 以為追求完美卻沒想過會受傷 

既然歡樂變成負擔　只有　不歡而散 

不是不愛你　只是傷不起 不斷在分享沒想過分擔 

一字差　太易　莽撞 才失望　就絕望 以為追求完美變成兩敗俱傷 

既然歡樂變成負擔　活該　不歡而散 

6 more days to go!

I am back in the night, cheeze!
I am excited to back to college, start class and get crazy with my classmates.
Semester break is just 3 weeks but I already felt boring in the second week of break.
A short break will be better for me, to rest enough.

I miss my classmates so much!

All right, stop being too excited.

My game's friends always ask me to keep my image, 淑女形象!

Haha, actually, game is a place to know more people.

They seldom scold me not enough good manner, because I seldom scold bad words in Facebook.

Anyway, I should not make my blog looks death again.

My previous blog is much more better than this. =P

At least, many interesting memories in my secondary school were there.

Ya, I miss my sisters and besties so much. 

If I am free in the first week of new semester, I would be plan to gather with them.

Maybe, one week? 

Time will not be enough for me and my sisters.

Why?

Because we will be crazy of taking photos! Muahahaha...

Erm, okay, keep my image.

Stop crazy talking about nonsense any more.

It's the time to reply message. =P

Bye~

New year begin

A new year, a new hope?
Sigh, I will stop study once I finish my diploma okay?
Stop keep talking about money.
I had borrowed loan already, what you want from me again?

Don't everyday just ask me about money.
I know money is very important, but please don't make it as daily topic.
Loan also need to wait right? Be patient, please, guys.
I am not the government, so how I will know the loan will be coming for me?

Sigh, money always the topic before Chinese New Year.
Don't act as rich person if you don't have enough money to use.
Your brothers and sisters did not treat you good as others.
Ang pau is just a "lai si", not must be above fifty or hundreds.
Don't you know they just like to give 2 bucks?
Doesn't matter about the amount inside the ang pau, I don't care.
Since they did not treat you good, what for you waste your money for them?
Don't need give them and they don't need give us also.
Fair. =)

Forget about money.
Another new semester, please end the semester break.
I don't want to stay home any more.
It's too boring, without him. ^^